so today i have a million things to do and dont know where to start. ugh! i have so much laundry i feel like i am a laundry person in a jail. like all i do is laundry. though it is my fault cause i slacked off for too long and let it get too much. yikes! and it is bad!!! my basement stairs are full FULL of laundry. i feel like crap about it. i feel like i need like 3 washers and dryers to get it all done. actually i think it would be great to have 2 of each. i mean then i could always be doin to at a time. wow it would go so fast then.
i was hoping to have some me time today to do a little uniform shopping and get my hair done but i can never seem to find anyone to watch my kids for me to do so. it is sad i know it. the girl i usually get to watch em is in florida. so i need to find someone closer to where i will be because i have a bday party to go to after that. then to another party then home. somewhere in between there i have to find a way to get jason some lunch. wow! am i gonna make it through the day or not? lol! anyway!
i wanted to go to the market like we did last weekend it was a blast. having money would have been great but thats ok i prob would have spent too much anyway. then my neighbor and i took the kids to the fountain in town it was so fun the kids had a blast. the fountain was really neat looking. next time i think that i will bring suits for them and a change of clothes though. lol mommy wasnt thinking right that morn. it was a great walk too. anywy off to try and do it all today!!
have a beautiful day all!!! :0)
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
summer fun...
going to the pool is so much fun. i am so thankful for people who share their pools with the less fortunate..lol! it is such a blessing. it is great to go and hang out and talk and have some good ol fellowship. i love the fact that there are some of us that can just share and hang out and have some real conversation with one and other. sharing everyday life things and helping one and other in life in general. it is great to know that people still care. anyway just wanted to write how i was feeling at the moment. today is a gift not a guarantee. so i am gonna enjoy it to the fullest. thank you god for today!!!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
changing....
things around here have been changing. i finally got a job. i got the job that i wanted. i was hunting and hunting and praying for a cna position at a retirement community or hospital. so finally after 2 interviews countless prayers. i got the job i wanted and the shift i wanted. so my training starts in august. i will go to class to be a certified nursing assistant. which really means cleans bed linens poop and pee and helps with the elderly. which for now is great. it is entry level into the field i want to be in.. sooo hahaha! for anyone who doubted me getting where i wanted to be. i love the fact that i will be working. it is a great self esteem builder. which it is great to have some positive self esteem. and i love helping people so it all works out. plus i get to learn more about the medical field. i want to be and LPN in time. and i know that all the praying and working and striving to get there will pay off if that is the plan that god has for me in my life here.
things around here are getting crazy though. not only am i going to be in class for 3ks but my baby girl is starting kindergarten. i am excited but at the same time that means she is growing up too fast. though i do believe that every season is a blessing so i am happy for her but it is a bit sad at the same time. she will soon feel like she does not need momma anymore. that will be a sad sad day. but not gonna think about that. i know she is looking forward to school this little princess that i call jasmine is a smart cookie and she loves to learn. everyone is always telling me how smart they think she is and i gotta say that is a good feeling that others pick up on it to. lol but of course i have a bias opinion.lol!
i am tryin to get all my ducks in a row before i start class and jasmine starts school. we both need uniforms and new shoes before mid august. yikes that outta be fun i tell ya. i am really stoked for the both of us though. it is like a new start for us both. and my little man of course is gonna have a new start too. he is gonna be apart of a class too for the little peeps of course though. i know he is gonna love it to though. he will be needing something to keep his mind off his big sister. he just adores her so much. they are to of the most loving kids i know. no matter what they are always lookin out for each other. i have to get this house all done up before i start working so i feel complete and all i have to do is maitenance to it. that will make 3rd shift, 2 kids, a hubby and a house so much easier.. or at least im hoping. lol! but so far so good.
i am hoping that this will help push this dark cloud away from us. no more sickness and accidents in this family please for awhile. i just wanna strive to be on top of things around here. we need some peace around here. i am not asking to be rich just be ok. that works for me. money in savings and ya know..lol! i believe that god is always testing us and this was a test (yet another) for my faith. when i think that i am being faithful and obidient to god that is when he shows me that i can use improvements. which is great but sometimes i think that it is a little bit much. but i guess that is the only way he can get us to really open our eyes. and be better be more faithful to him and his word. for us to follow his plan. it is like when you have a job and they say " when you get comfortable in your position that is when you get hurt" well sometimes i think that is how it is with faith. when you think that you have a lot of faith and arent really seeking god he shows you that you always should be seeking him and that you need him. so you need to strive to seek him out to stay faithful to him. well it made sense to me..lol! anyway. i am soooo thankful to god that i showed him how serious i was about my life changes that he is giving me this chance to have the job i want and to get us and our family on the right track in this life.. thank you lord....really!!!
things around here are getting crazy though. not only am i going to be in class for 3ks but my baby girl is starting kindergarten. i am excited but at the same time that means she is growing up too fast. though i do believe that every season is a blessing so i am happy for her but it is a bit sad at the same time. she will soon feel like she does not need momma anymore. that will be a sad sad day. but not gonna think about that. i know she is looking forward to school this little princess that i call jasmine is a smart cookie and she loves to learn. everyone is always telling me how smart they think she is and i gotta say that is a good feeling that others pick up on it to. lol but of course i have a bias opinion.lol!
i am tryin to get all my ducks in a row before i start class and jasmine starts school. we both need uniforms and new shoes before mid august. yikes that outta be fun i tell ya. i am really stoked for the both of us though. it is like a new start for us both. and my little man of course is gonna have a new start too. he is gonna be apart of a class too for the little peeps of course though. i know he is gonna love it to though. he will be needing something to keep his mind off his big sister. he just adores her so much. they are to of the most loving kids i know. no matter what they are always lookin out for each other. i have to get this house all done up before i start working so i feel complete and all i have to do is maitenance to it. that will make 3rd shift, 2 kids, a hubby and a house so much easier.. or at least im hoping. lol! but so far so good.
i am hoping that this will help push this dark cloud away from us. no more sickness and accidents in this family please for awhile. i just wanna strive to be on top of things around here. we need some peace around here. i am not asking to be rich just be ok. that works for me. money in savings and ya know..lol! i believe that god is always testing us and this was a test (yet another) for my faith. when i think that i am being faithful and obidient to god that is when he shows me that i can use improvements. which is great but sometimes i think that it is a little bit much. but i guess that is the only way he can get us to really open our eyes. and be better be more faithful to him and his word. for us to follow his plan. it is like when you have a job and they say " when you get comfortable in your position that is when you get hurt" well sometimes i think that is how it is with faith. when you think that you have a lot of faith and arent really seeking god he shows you that you always should be seeking him and that you need him. so you need to strive to seek him out to stay faithful to him. well it made sense to me..lol! anyway. i am soooo thankful to god that i showed him how serious i was about my life changes that he is giving me this chance to have the job i want and to get us and our family on the right track in this life.. thank you lord....really!!!
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